20th May

Today is me and Jezebel's first anniversary.

Honestly, I didn't expect it to last this long. Especially when he tried to break up with me. Twice. Must be embarrassing to keep crawling back. I may have begged for it, but that's completely beside the point.

We joked that this year should be break-up free. Joking in the sense that this is such a ridiculously low standard for a relationship ... I hope.

Anyway, in hindsight most of the problems we've had were caused by me. I'm hesitant to mention any of them in case it sparks up any past resentment and I'll find myself sleeping on his doorstep tonight. I'm also hesitant to mention all his little wrongdoings, in case it sparks up any past resentment and he'll find himself locked out of his own room. Again.

I wonder if I'll take after my grandmother in the sense that I'll be bringing all of this up to support every one of my arguments in the years to come. "You promised your granddaughter you'll take her to school! It's like that time in '08 when you went on commerce camp and didn't call me".

On a totally mushy note, happy anniversary babe. <3